Lost forever ​ghosthands (Ft. Wstdyth)

[Verse 1: ghosthands]
Talking to myself at 4 am again
Nothing new, I guess I just got time to spend
Maybe I should sleep or maybe call a friend
Either way I’m stuck here, and left wondering
Will I make it past twenty?
Shit was alright, but now it isn't funny
How you live your life and count yourself lucky?
Saying your prayers as you're counting up your money
I don't wanna have to live like that
Dying at 50 from a heart attack
Selling your soul just to make some stacks
Lying to yourself everyday, no cap

[Pre-chorus: ghosthands]
I'm going nowhere fast, and that's okay
I'm going home, that's where I'll stay
Or I'll collapse with every step that I take

[Chorus: ghosthands]
Another momеnt lost in time again
Is it really worth it to pretеnd?
That the entire sky is clear ahead
'Cause there are clouds when you're near the end
3 years down the line I'll remember
I promised myself I'd get better
10 years down the line I'll surrender
It doesn't matter 'cause nothing lasts forever