​jhariah dies and goes to hell Jhariah

[Chorus 1]
How could I ever sleep at night?
My conscience left me petrified
Staring at the ceiling wide awake
Reliving all my worst mistakes

[Verse 1]
Til I finally got a decent job
And I got a place I'll never own
We'll knock some holes into the walls
To make it feel more like a home

[Chorus 2]
How could I ever sleep at night?
When you left, you left me paralyzed
Tryna keep my head above the waves
Holding out for brighter, better days

[Verse 2]
And you boys just lift me up to lеt me down
Every single timе you come around
I'm making friends who don't know who I am
Tryna turn the hurt into a brand

[Chorus 3]
How could I ever sleep at night?
I'm blue dreaming about the better times
Anything to bring me close to you
Anything to take me back to