​the porch ​funeral

[Verse 1]
I had to jump off the porch, yeah
I wanna kill myself now, I wanna feel, but I can't
Now I got blood on the door, yeah
Don't wanna feel just like this, don't feel real, don't like this
Now I feel worse than before, yeah
Why in the fuck it work like that? Thought I was safe, no, my bad
I turn myself to a corpse, yeah
I got a target on my back, I got a mark on my right hand
I got a slit on the left one, no, I don't think she gon' write back
No, I don't think she gon' write back
I sit around, let the time pass
I take a shot then I lie back
When I fuck up, I'll be right back to you
When I fuck up, I'll be right back to you
When I fuck up, I'll be right back
In the same spot that you left me
Oh no, please don't test me
I might walk in, let the TEC sweep
I wasn't this fucked when you met me
(I could be yours if you let me)
(I could be yours if you let me)

[Bridge]
All of this could be slowed down, slowed down
I could save you but I don't know now
I don't wanna talk, I must go now
All of this could be slowed down, slowed down
Slow down, slow
I don't know, I won't go
I can't slow down now