Sabotage / Home (Acoustic) Kings Kaleidoscope

If this is living
Then I am finally finding out
Life's misleading
If this is freedom
Then I’m not sure if I want it now
I have reached the ceiling
If this is success
Well then I should have expected less
I could keep on dreaming
'Cause if I'm honest
I am beginning to have my doubts
What do I believe in?

I can’t escape this sabotage
Taking what I want
But slowly I'm discovering
Exactly what is wrong
I pour myself out for myself
Such a selfish fool
When all I want is You
When all I want is You

This isn't living
I'm so defeated and uninspired
Life's deceiving
This isn't freedom
I never stop, always running tired
I just keep on reaching
This isn't success
I'm just a jumble of work and stress
And I’m always reeling
And if I’m honest
I am beginning to have my doubts
Who do I believe in?