I am Pagliacci Travie McCoy

[Chorus]
And I kid, I kid around (Kid around)
And I kid, I kid around
'Cause I don't like myself
Sometimes
I just don't like myself (Sometimes)
The way I am
The way I am
Why so serious?

[Verse 1]
Growing up bi-racial wasn't fun
The proverbial sore thumb
But I knew who I was from day one
I used humor to cover up my sadness
And triple X FUBU to cover up my man tits (Stop looking at me)
White girls loved me 'cause I was kinda black (Haha)
But too black to introduce me to mom and dad (For real?)
Then there's a point in which you start to get exhausted
For tryna keep these skeletons from spilling out the closet
I blogged about my breakdown when I nearly lost it
Exercising my demons, had they asses doing crossfit
I got ninety nine reasons to keep from leaving my apartment
Ninety-eight are human beings, the other's because I'm cautious (Leave me alone)
Sometimes I bite my fingernails 'til they bloody
Might skip a few showers but my friends still love me
And I know it might seem a little stupid
I'm almost in my forties, still chubby and reclusive