My room smells like alcohol ​wubz

[Intro]
And I told my mom
Never gonna trust no bitch
Look at me now, look at what I did
Wanna fucking quit
When I get up
I fall down yet again

[Chrous]
I'm a fuck up, a fuck up
That’s my quirk yo
No friends, no job
Make it work though
Going through it real bad, nigga no joke
Pretty girls, fast cars
Feel like Convolk

[Verse 1]
The girl of my dreams
Is fucking someone else
Got a box of magnums sitting on my fucking shelf
I don't fucking use 'em cause the only thing I’m fucking
Is fucking up my life with all
The pills and all the drugs and all the
Girls that I kiss
All the calls that I miss
Taking that, taking this
I'm so tired of the shit
I got cuts on my wrist
And my room smells like piss
I'm too scared to kill myself
So Imma stay here for a bit