XXL Freshman Freestyle: Lay Bankz Lay Bankz

[Verse]
Lately it's been a lot on my mind
Fighting battles, internal, inside
There be some days I can't talk to my mom
'Cause I'm dealing with so many feelings
And really I'm feeling like I shouldn't whine
And just speak on the thoughts that I bury
Like, if I don't make it, at least I was tryin'
At least I tried to make it out
At least I tried to be someone
At least I tried to fight my doubts
At least I gave this shit my all
I can't give in, I can't give out
And when the pressure cavin' in
I'll make some diamonds out of dirt
Ghetto angels protectin' me from sin
But I buriеd some bodies and it hurt
Have you еver been fucked up? That's the worst
All the shit I'm accomplishin' my first
I was doing the most to get close to my dreams
And abandonin' hope 'cause it don't work
I done seen shit you wouldn't believe
Where I'm from, every day a new face put on a shirt
Go to school, stomach hurt and I ain't eat
If they ask, I was lying to the nurse
Bad grades, now they honor me
City hated me, now they all proud of me
And the music kept the smile on me
But the industry fake, they lied to me
Got haters, say they proud of me
Like, how you tired of me?
I've been goin' crazy, gotta admit
How you can't fuck with me honestly, yeah