​if depression gets the best of me Zevia

[Verse 1]
Empty and numb
Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left
Help me, I'm scared
'Cause the one thing on my mind is for me to disappear

[Chorus]
So, mama, when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And, lover, when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
But you meant the world to me

[Verse 2]
I lost my sight
I still can't see all the places where there might be light
I used to stare
At the mirror, now I don't 'cause when I do I see a ghost

[Bridge]
It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered
I'm tryna be better, but I feel under the weather