Sober (Leviticuss Remix) Demi Lovato (Ft. Leviticuss)

I got no excuses
For all of these goodbyes
Call me when it's over
'Cause I'm dying inside
Wake me when the shakes are gone
And the cold sweats disappear
Call me when it's over
And myself has reappeared
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I do it every, every, every time
It's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don't wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I'm lonely

How dare I go back to these drugs & my ways
When I only had a roughed up couple of days
All these years being sober I just blew it away
I stare at my reflection looking blue in the face
Quickly losing hope, Slowly losing my friends
We've been down this road but we cruise it again
I feel bad for my family that's watching me fall
& now my ex co-workers when the boss of me calls
I worked too hard to lose it all like this
I'm flirting with the dark when I fall like this
They say it's just a mental illness & it's all in your mind
I'm dealing with chronic depression and I don't know why