Light Goes Up Fucked Up

I am old but I want to do it again
But like the end of a book when there are no pages left
You can only look back at the time that you spent
Not the life that you wanted but the life that you led

I've seen it all but I don't know what's next
Ours wasn't a love for an audience
The pictures we take don't resolve, they only reflect

Feeling like I've been here before
Stood on this stage, walked through that door
There are still so many things that I will never know
After the lights go up and the curtains close

I've seen it all but I don't know what's next
Ours wasn't a love for an audience
The pictures we take don't resolve, they only reflect

I'm still in love with you, after all this time
The best days of my life were when you were mine
They'll be the branches I always use to climb through my life

Sometimes life is so empty, sometimes life is so cold
I wanted to grow old with you but I put that on hold
I'll see you again when our story gets retold