Too Strong, Too Weak, Never Perfect Ewy

Too strong or too weak
Too tall or too small
Too low or too high

All the growths coming from my body
Begging me to stop
Waking up tired and angry
Because someone from another country just got shot
Politicians, young magicians, manipulated public
Tired and angry, young and anguished, dead dogs on the floor

You are a god! You are a god!
You are nothing
You are a very special person in our hearts (they're lying)
You are very comfortable in your skin
Except when you see a mirror
You are very good at holding yourself together (you are a fraud)