So Help Me God Front Porch Step

[Verse 1]
I feel this darkness creep like thunder
It’s rolling straight into my spine
I feel temptation pull me under
My gold has lost all of its shine
I try so hard to stay together
When everything’s falling apart
I said that I’d stay gold forever
It seems that I’ve misplaced my heart

[Chorus]
Save me from myself, hold me down
Lock me away, don’t let me out
Tie up my wrists and have me shot
Please save yourselves, so help me God

[Verse 2]
I once was pushed when I was younger
I gashed my knee, and I loved the pain
(Oh how I loved to feel the pain)
And suddenly I had the hunger to rise up
And make him feel the same
(I think that’s when I went insane)
I pushed him back but I pushed harder
I watched him slam into the ground
(I watched him slam into the ground)
One day ill die but I’m no martyr
And I fear that hell is where I’m bound