Outside Parcels

[Verse 1]
I've been outside, hoping for something better
Holding my eyes, holding myself together
And even on that island, heard my mother's wedding bells
I've been so tired, I've been so, tired

[Verse 2]
I've been alone, walking those streets forever
Holding my phone, wait to receive a letter
And I'm gonna see my father, gonna ask him something else
Where did you go?

[Chorus]
But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool hеre, I don't want to ruin your party

[Verse 3]
Isn't that nice what an old man can tell ya?
Ain't it just cruеl what your old ma remembers?
I don't wanna be my father, but I don't wanna be alone
How can I hide? How can I, know?

[Verse 4]
I've been alone, writing ​you songs and letters
I've been alone, feels like I might forever
I'm been living on that island, but it's time to let it go
I've been so scared, I feel so, alone