​i didn’t need you anyway ​asteria

[Intro]
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost (Oh my God, I feel awful)
If I'm asking for help, it's only because (I hope so)
Being with you has opened my eyes (Oh my God, I feel awful)
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? (I hope so)
I keep asking myself, wondering how (Oh my God, I feel awful)
I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out (I hope so)
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else, so we can be free
Oh my God, God, God, G-G—

[Chorus]
Face in the dirt, kick it in, watch it bleed through
You know you left me hurt, using me all just to please you
I'm sick of hearing shit like "I didn't mean to mislеad you"
'Cause you know what you did, don't lie to me, I can see through
Sit back, takе a look at everything that we threw away
I really didn't want to, but I fucking need to again
I took out so much time, now I've got to watch it go to waste
Took losing you to realize I didn't need you anyway

[Refrain]
I don't give a fuck, let it go down to my liver, man
Hop inside my car, crash off bridge into the river, man
I know that you see me, don't leave me on delivered, man
Ecstasy with laced pills what I—
Fucked up so much shit, I can't forgive her, man
I don't need a shit person, I should consider it
Now I'm all by myself, still getting richer, man
Damn, it's kind of cold out here, I'm 'bout to—