24 Lucius

It's been twenty-four days since I knew your name
Twenty-four hours 'til I get on this plane
And twenty-four words I could rearrange
To try and explain what I'm going through

You're the heart attack I'm used to
It's hard to breathe without you in my chest
I'm uncomfortable, but I need you
Wish that you could see it like this

Too many thoughts creeping in my head
Counting the ways that this could all end
But I still sleep on my side of the bed just leaving space for you
I am wide awake, but I'm dreaming, scared I may not know the difference
I am comfortable, but I'm screaming, only you could leave me like this

Just looking for a silvеr lining
Looking for a place to fall
Seems I must've crossed a linе and I've gone too far
Never thought that it would find me
But damn, it caught me off my guard
Still I had to cross a line
And I've gone too far

Believe me, this isn't easy
But I've been running
Running from everything I knew before
Believe me, better believe me
I've been running
I've been running now, I'm running 'cause I'm