​guilt ​​thrown

[Chorus 1]
I can't forgive myself for the things I've done
It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point
Guess it's all my fault that I've grown into a man I hate
And now I'm all alone (Blame it on me)
This excessive guilt is making me feel sick (And I can't seem)
To escape my own reality

[Breakdown 1]
Give me a break

[Verse 2]
I've had enough of all the fucking what-ifs
And constant overthinking
'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit
Trying so hard to accept my mistakes, my regrets
Yet hеre I am with the same thoughts stuck in my hеad
So, go ahead and blame it on me (I already do anyway)
It's just who I am

[Verse 3]
I'm unable to change the way I think
A broken record of the same old things
I've tried to bury, and I know it doesn't make any sense
But I can't forgive what I can't forget
'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down
It's like my, it's like my inner voice is telling me lies
So now I'm, so now I'm fighting every feeling inside
Before I spiral down to where I wanna fucking die