If I’m Honest Trousdale

[Verse 1]
If I'm honest, I saved his picture on my phone
I pull it up when I’m alone, fantasizin'
And if I'm honest, I know where he’ll be tonight
I'll show up and act surprised, but I'm lyin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Is that too honest? I do it every time
I say too much, then I cross the line
I trip on my words again
I wonder if I tell the truth

[Chorus]
Would he go? Would he stay? Would he want me?
Would I laugh? Would I cry? Would it haunt me?
Oh, I don't know what to do
I'm in love with the feeling of fallin'
I get drunk on the thought that he wants it
If I'm honest

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I get nauseous thinkin’ about what he might say
If I told him I would wait for him forever

[Pre-Chorus]
Is that too honest? I do it every timе
I say too much, then I cross the line
I trip on my words again
I wondеr if I tell the truth