Illusion Q Strange

Hi, I'm just a regular guy
That’s the illusion I made from the outside
Inside, I got a sick mind
When the mask goes on, prepare to die (2x)

Abstract thoughts in my mind begin to scatter
Hankerin’ depression, I don't know what’s the matter
I'm going mad like the hatter and I'm clearly insane
But my life is an illusion so I'm hiding the pain

It’s a strain to be normal but I'm trickin’ them all
What goes on in my mind, it’s like, off the wall
(???) makes tick, ‘cause it’s sick
I become a lunatic, and I need help

Used to wanna kill myself, now I wanna kill everybody else
But I look like a nice guy, you can't even tell
That I'm a psycho, Michael, find someone at random
Stalk them for months just to scare them, phantom

Dark in your house, I creep
Sit there all night just to watch you sleep
Then I'll sneak out the door just before you wake
The pitbull tried to protect you but I chewed up his face

I tried to escape from the realm of insanity
Sick of people sayin’ that they’re understandin’ me
You can't understand ‘cause I don't even know myself
I got a disease, I need psychiatric help