In My Heart Merkules

[Chorus]
I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart
I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

[Verse 1]
I can see you, I can feel you, I can smell it
But just the thought of you could make me fucking jealous
I'm not normal when i'm not with you
I'm so depressed that I could cut right through this scar tissue
That's cause we've been here before
That's cause you love me
Then you leave me
Then you give me withdrawals
Why the fuck are you so heartless?
You help me at my lowest then you left me in the darkness
Trying to deal with all these hardships but I feel like fucking garbage
I can feel you in my heart but its just me in this apartment
But sometimes you'll come and visit
And make me feel like our love is unconditioned
Nobody understood us quite enough to fuckin' get it
Its hard to come to grips with you and I its something different
And you know I got this void to fill inside
You always warned me if we ever got too close that I could die
But still i'd rather that than feel hopeless every night
They all tell me not to talk to you, and focus on my life
I'm free tonight so please come over we can talk
Once I get a taste of you I don't think that I can stop