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[Verse]
Did you keep the bed we shared
Or did you sell away the memory?
A waste of a mattress, we wasted our years
I want an apology
Did you move in with him yet?
Or are you taking time with it?
I won't be surprised when I hear of a wedding
You were always one to rush
But I just wasn't ready yet
Past pain was a strain on my brain, I admit
I just couldn't dive in with it yet
It didn't mean you had to cheat
No, I will not defend that
I replay those days as I'm lying awake
No, I never will forget

[Pre-Chorus]
You're trying to hide all the secrеts you keep
The scent of his lips on the skin
That usеd to be my home
And I wanna go, find the love that I seek
But life has pushed me back
Keeping me alone
Maybe I've taken you for granted