Happier? Volumes

[Verse 1]
I'm tied down
I'm all out of gas
I turned down the chance
Didn't want to fall out of bed

I'm holding back all the time
‘Cause everything is overgrown and tired
I'm hanging by a thread on a vine
I'm asking for help from above
I'm trying to find that reason to love

[Verse 2]
‘Cause I'm a debt
I'm rolling back
You make amends, you give what you get

I'm holding back all the signs
When I really should have called you that night
It eats me alive all the time

I remembered I had something to give
I'm trying to find that reason to live

It's all you know when our time is all gone