Wannabe Happy Hendersin

[Verse 1]
Damn, why the fuck I gotta chase you
Pencil in time, I just wish I could erase you
Backwards logic, so I don't wanna face you
But I should belt it out, but it would be a waste to
Tell you that I miss you when you gone
And only reason I'm right to you 'cause I'm wrong
It's been about a week and I been tryna keep it strong
Maybe we can arrange something but it would be
It would be a long shot
Fuck it life is even shorter
Really I'm just tryna find some order, sorta
Thought you would lend a helping hand
But you're not the one to five like a dollar and a quarter
Uh, and I don't listen to what they say
And you're the reason that I work, no vaca
They can't fuck with my bars like they're in AA
But I digress I'm tryna say hey, hey

[Chorus]
Might not speak but I fully understand
Everything I'm not made me everything I am
A whole lotta money, that was all part of the plan
But no matter what I do when no matter where I am
I just wanna be
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be