Past Tense Neoni

[Verse 1]
I've always hated credit scenes, they remind me all my favorite things
Have an ending and then I start to overthink (Mmm, mmm)
And I spiral on eternity and it sends me (Mmm, mmm)

[Pre-Chorus]
Deep into a tizzy 'til I'm nice and dizzy
Like am I enough? (Am I enough?)
Am I on the cusp of everything I can be?
Know that it sounds campy, but it's keeping me up

[Chorus]
When my, "Now," turns into, "Was"
Will I be proud of who I have been?
When my skin's all wrinkled and rough
Will I be proud of who I have been?
When I know how it all happened?
And I'm talking in past tense

[Verse 2]
When I'm gray and medicated, just to keep my heart from fading
Don't wanna hatе the retrograding, wanna be proud of what I'vе made
And all the stories that I'm saying 'til the bittersweet's all I'm tasting
I can feel my body wasting, but the thought of the end, it doesn't send me

[Pre-Chorus]
Deep into a tizzy 'til I'm nice and dizzy
Like am I enough? (Am I enough?)
Am I on the cusp of everything I can be?
Know that it sounds campy, but it's keeping me up