I wonder if u feel the same way ​demxntia

Lets take it back to the days where not a thing would matter
Not a care within the world, wasn't really thinkin bout her
But my eyes are feelin heavy like the weight thats on my chest
Cuz lately i been feelin empty but u should know that best uh

Theres a void within my chest, but my mind full
Next time i wanna get attached, ill be mindful
Instead of walkin on a tightrope w/ a blindfold
And expecting not to fall into this everlasting cycle

I swear this is deja vu
Bc ik i wrote at least a hundred songs just about u
Ik i prolly shouldn't want u
But u help me take my mind off all the things that i been thru

Stuck reminiscin bout the times that we had
(thinkin bout the times that i made u laugh)
Stuck reminiscin bout the times that we shared
(every time i close my eyes i see u there)


Every time i hear ur voice it gives me butterflies
Always feeling anxious every time i see ur name online
And i tell myself these lies
I hope that u don't hear
This song i wwrote about u and i wish that u were