I let myself down again MOTHICA

I did it again
I always fall apart
But only in the dark

I lost myself again
Poured another drink
Not knowing I would sink

This low, oh
I should know better
But I don't try
for some reason, I

Let myself down again
Let myself down agaiiin
I never learn i only try to play pretend
I let myself down
I let myself down again

I don't understand
How I always lose
Control of what I do
But I'll take the blame
Like I always do...