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[Intro]
Do you know where Paul is?
I love Evil Gang
Evil Gang

[Hook]
I'm so emotional everyday I'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal I never change, but that's just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think it's hurting me, I think it's hurting me

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cause the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it
All this pain I can't manage (helpless)
And no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just lifе a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that it's not over
You know shе came through at the party
That girl is all up on me