Obsessive Compulsive Distraction Into It. Over It.

I can't seem to begin to breathe
I'm always talking but I can't articulate a thing
A stack of stories and my pattern's repeating
A mind due for losing, I could use a drink
I'm thinking simple but committing all my nights to ink
A whole collection of events have gone missing
I'd digress but I'm barely listening

Falling in focus
Before landing inside a blur
And excusing the surface of what I've returned

(I repeat while details leave me)
Memory loss disorder
Rerun the process over
(I repeat the details leave me)

My memory isn't exactly what it used to be
The short gets shorter while the long-term just laughs at me

(I repeat while details leave me)
Memory loss disorder
Rerun the process over
(I repeat the details leave me)

I can't recall a single thing before I turned 18
A quarter crisis from the back of my destructive brain