Falling FabvL (Ft. JHBBOSS)

[Verse 1 (JHBBOSS)]
Uh, yeah, I was tryna win, never tried to lose
Try to make it in, took my shot and I ain't follow through
Life never been a bliss and I was always end up missing
And I always hesitated when I tried to move (facts)

Demons in my head say I’m being used
Mentally abused and confused on what I'm supposed to do
Fakes sit all around me, I'm telling you this ain’t nothing new
Try to talk to the holy ghost, hoping peace, what I run into

In despair when I'm deep in thought
I'm at the edge, if I had enough, then I'm jumping off
I'm so sorry, I get so lost in intrusive thoughts
Forget precautions, no looking both ways when Imma cross
Trust that I'm always taking off

'Cause at this point in life, ain't nobody getting my energy
Sit and wait on my fate ’cause I just been rolling wit enemies
All they do is just front to me, try to act like they loving me
Really, they all would envy me in the dirt where I’m finna be
('Cause I know)

[Pre-Chorus (FabvL)]
I’ve run out of time, went and lost my mind
Just can't make this right, come and take me home
I'm running out of lies, I've been out of line
Out of line