​not abt June Henry

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I finally did it without crying
Twenty minutes ago
It was nice but not like I remember
From when my body was so distant
Belonged to me like an instrument
Not something that I was, but what I played

And I used to think that drinking made people so interesting
Something to talk about to widen their peer's eyes
'Cause everyone loves a good shitfaced story
You've gotta stop when they wouldn't be shocked if you died

We were reading Macbeth In English
I shouldn't say the name but fuck those theater freaks
And it took my breath when Lady Macbeth said she wanted to be unsexed
I said so loud that everyone laughed, it's just like me

Yesterday I went to work in my pajamas
No one even slightly tried to mention it
Made me wonder why instead of my own comfort
I always try to be so goddamn stylish

I live my life like it's a movie someone's watching
And I always loved that until just recently
Until I realized I'm a birthday clown
Who can' t even juggle
And I'm the only one watching the movie