[Intro: Nine Inch Nails Sample]
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Verse One]
I remember I was 10, I had my first encounters with depression
My notebook chalked with suicidal thoughts in lyrics pressed in
Ink on paper illustrations of a smith and Wesson
Review the past and repetition lead me to the present
Granted I’m feeling like many prefer the gift of absence
Do want a wake, I want cremation, I don’t need a casket
Fake family and friends around to claim they know me
Really, if they did, I wouldn’t be as stressed or feel so lonely
I only blame a few, I ain’t been reachin out
But then again, reactions, the reasons words fails to leave my mouth
Advil PM as a substitute for xans
Don’t make me angry, make me sleepy, plus sobriety’s the plan, to kick off 2018, with no mollies in my hand, not even swisher sweets, I’m feeling weaker as I cram
Information, in my cranium, I keep on pacing, and hit me since I dropped the “Dr.” peeps proceed to test my patience
[Hook]
(I hurt myself today)
Can you hear me now?
(I hurt myself today)
Don’t wanna scream or shout
(I hurt myself today)
Okay, never mind, it’s cool, it’s fine, I’ll be okay
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Verse One]
I remember I was 10, I had my first encounters with depression
My notebook chalked with suicidal thoughts in lyrics pressed in
Ink on paper illustrations of a smith and Wesson
Review the past and repetition lead me to the present
Granted I’m feeling like many prefer the gift of absence
Do want a wake, I want cremation, I don’t need a casket
Fake family and friends around to claim they know me
Really, if they did, I wouldn’t be as stressed or feel so lonely
I only blame a few, I ain’t been reachin out
But then again, reactions, the reasons words fails to leave my mouth
Advil PM as a substitute for xans
Don’t make me angry, make me sleepy, plus sobriety’s the plan, to kick off 2018, with no mollies in my hand, not even swisher sweets, I’m feeling weaker as I cram
Information, in my cranium, I keep on pacing, and hit me since I dropped the “Dr.” peeps proceed to test my patience
[Hook]
(I hurt myself today)
Can you hear me now?
(I hurt myself today)
Don’t wanna scream or shout
(I hurt myself today)
Okay, never mind, it’s cool, it’s fine, I’ll be okay
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