Mixed Emotions Josh A

[Intro]
Lost inside my head, this time it feels like I'm not crawlin' out
Stuck with all this dread and I can't fight it, so I'm callin' out

[Chorus]
Can anybody help me? I know I been stuck in my ways
Don't gotta tell me, 'cause lately, I been tryin' to change
And it's unhealthy the way that I been takin' the blame
I let 'em hate me, 'cause I don't really care
I'm sick of goin' through the motions, tired of losin' focus
Always do my best, can you tell me why I'm broken?
I'm sick of my emotions, words I've never spoken
Always in a cloud above my head and now I'm hopeless

[Verse 1]
I wish that I could dive right in it, love when I'm winnin'
I been nonstop workin', 'boutta burst through the ceiling
But the outcome never seems to match what I'm feelin'
And the thoughts run through my head, they don't want me to breathe again
Yeah, and it's been killin' me to see just what my life's like
Yeah, I went to therapy to try to get my mind right
Told me I'd feel better if I'm stayin' out the limelight
But I couldn't do it if I wanted

[Refrain]
And I can't explain this feeling
My heart's been fighting my brain
All up in flames and I've been
I've been callin'