4 my depressed homies ​​​​​​nascar aloe

[Intro]
Yeah...
Yeah...

[Verse]
I just got done crying (crying)
And I feel so God damn futile
And the words that you're applying (why would you)
They can be so God damn brutal
You can hurt my feelings (yeah)
But that's just way too easy
I close my eyes and jump into the darkness 'cause it needs me (kill me)
Yeah I can hear it calling
I'm trying to ignore it (stop)
But since the razor is my only friend I do adore it
I wanna be alone
But I'm afraid of loneliness
If existence was a choice I promise I wouldn't have chosen this
I need to feel adored
Yet always feel ignored (why)
I go out of my way to make sure my friends aren't bored
What the fuck am I doing
I think my father hates me
And every time I tell someone they keep saying i'm angsty
But I'm serious
The tears stay fucking streaming
And even when I'm happy I can still feel all my demons