12345 Em Beihold

[Verse 1]
One computer, fuzzy blanket
Moldy food, one-person banquet
Hear the laugh in every picture
Polaroid that I've got hanging over
The piano that I can't play 'cause
I'm too depressed today
And my neighbors' screams are deafenin'
So I've got the music blastin'
Feel the skin, the floor
The matches light the candle
Hope it passes, smell the
One plant I can't believe I kept alive
This must be what victory tastes like

[Chorus]
Floating away like I'm a kite
Reminding myself I'm still alive
Try not to panic every night
One, two, three, four, five

[Verse 2]
Now I've run out of my senses
I'm a sittin' duck, defenseless
And I'm focused on the tenses
God, this song is so pretentious, ah-ah-ah
Instead of findin' purpose (Ooh)
I could just sell insurance (Ooh)
Or join a pyramid scheme? (Ah)
Whatever the hell that means, oh
"You need a hug, are you alright?"
"Nobody's loved you much tonight"
Only the mirror tells me I'm fine
(One, two, one, two, three, four, five, one, two)