Book Of Rhymes [c. 2010-2014] Arthur Ray

[Verse: College Smart]
I am all out of adderall
No sleep, no caffeine or alcohol
This is me... in my realest form
No front and no filter
No one around I should conceal for
So pardon me if I come off a little brash
I ain't trying to kiss ya ass
Like how I do at work
Behind a counter with a drawn up smile and fake laugh
While inside I feel like dying
I'm trying to find a grasp
And nah, my life ain't bad
But I aspire for perfection
Therefore, I'll never be a winner
Doubters see me and sweat now
‘Cause I'm gettin’ hotter than the summer
And I'm as cold as the winter, bitch

[Verse: College Smart]
I’m so sick a, gold diggas
Thirsty bitches
All of these liars, and fake killas
Showing up at shows
For spittas I flow sicka than
I can’t sing, but I can rap slow
Got a good job, but got no cash flow
Say you hate me, you just an asshole
I can’t hate you, I can act though
I ain't no poster child
I ain't no role model
Somebody tell this officer
I don't want no problems
8am backup alarm clock was ringing
The first one I snoozed while sleeping
That’s why I been speeding