Feelin Like Kerser

[Intro]
Ay yo NEBS
I'm glad we saved this one for last brother
Yo
Look

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wanna get a shot gun, close range
Ending it all fuck I hope there ain't no pain
Then my families fucked and all messed up
Is this depression or the lesson that the drugs fuck?
I've been hitting shit since I hit 13
Whatever we could get pop a roofie if its dirt cheap
Then I made it in rap ain't that your dream bro?
When you picture it its nothing what it seems though
Constant threats so I'm buying guns
With the shit I spend on that I should supply my mum
A new car or somethin' I threw stacks at Rates
We both the same so that went to waste
I got a massive house and a luxury car
My girl screaming at me I don't know who you are
No excuse but the fame and the drug mix
With the cash turned me into to a fuck wit
I'm sorry

[Hook]
I don't wanna live my life no more
I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall
I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost cunt
Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up
I don't wanna live my life no more
I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall
I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost cunt
Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up