My Cup Runneth Over Gweilo Ghost

[Intro]
(You were there for me when my pillow was wet from crying)
Through hardships to the stars
(I think that's why you were the only one that I'd confide in)
(Felt you in my arms, you're dying)

[Chorus]
Now my cup runneth over
I said goodbye, but that don't count much for closure
Now my cup runneth over
I'm missing you, that's why it's hard staying sober
Now my cup runneth over
You died in my arms, I felt your heartbeat get slower
Now my cup runneth over
We'll meet again soon, going out like soldiers

[Verse]
I find it difficult to exist
So much hatred for the world, I bet they put me on a list
If another Shortеc could help further with my pain, it's worth the risk
Thеy come in and out of my life, but it's just you that I miss
Internal struggles endless, how could I worry about a bitch?
I just can't wait to see you, boy, I've been digging my own ditch
My heart's cut to pieces, there's no scars on my wrist
I'm pouring one out with my head down, how'd life get to this?