Can’t Even Hate You Cian Ducrot

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I really try, oh, I try to hate you
But what if it's last thing I should do?
'Cause hating only hurts those who feel it
And I'll be damned if that's on you
But I know there's a part of me that needs to
To still feel anything at all from you
But why am I avoiding the truth?

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause what would that do?
What would that do?
Oh-oh
But you'll never love me back

[Chorus]
You know how I know that I loved you too hard?
'Cause I can't even hate you for breaking my heart
You know how I know that I loved you too much?
'Cause I can't even hate you for tearing us up
You know how I know that I gave you my all?
'Cause, when you walked out the door, I had nothing at all
And you know how I know that I loved you too deep?
'Cause I can't even hate you for breaking me

[Verse 2]
Guess that, on the surface, I never cry
But they just don't see what's behind my eyes
It eats you up from the inside
And the cold, hard truth is we all die
And I don't wanna be twenty-six years old
Carrying some pain that I never told
Since I turned eighteen, I've been stone-cold