All In Vanity Scapegoat (Charlotte)

When being cautious
With the process
We devote what we can
While we try to withstand the simple at hand
We leave our selves open
Through voluntarily going to the depths of the deepest and the darkest of oceans
Just to say we left our mark in the conquest
Its fucked

But I’ve long since left the camp
And I often wish ill again
It seems that life has got me by the heels again
Just to drop me on my ass
Impeaching all dependency
In a quiet place between substance and loss
I threw away our love in a coin toss
And all of this time it seems
We were just falling apart, apart
While I grew into a part of you

So many things that I wanted to see
That I strived to be
In time you couldn’t spend with me
I walked around like I was running it all
I ran it all so carelessly
I’ll give you something in return for nothing
My love is built
Unconditionally