Stuck at the door Ulrika Spacek

Faux nostalgic feeling of the worst kind
Carve a little bit of it off yeh
I'm gonna use that !
Convalescent kids all around us
If writing's a relief, how come it proves not ?
Must have been the perseverance
'Cause there's no God given's gift
I've got observation or big illusion
I'll never know, I'll never know if I'm multiple files
We don't really need to know what we are even here for
Stuck at the door but I'm coming inside
But how sure can that be...

Tonight I feel kinda (unusual/peculiar ?)
Better off dead than death (of the unusual ?)
Remember I said in drunk induced euphoria
I feel kinda peculiar

Once again with feelings kid
The worst of it to come I think
Carve a little piece of it off
Or cling to the sum of all it's parts and think
Convalescent kids all around us
I won't admit it but start to feel it
The very first time, stumbled when the words appeared
Caught the ball plus (?) caught also the weirdest flight
Stuck at the door but I'm coming inside
But how sure can we be ?