River Take That

[Verse 1]
I spent my time here just holding on
Afraid to let go, the weight's swinging in my soul
No time for shaking this heavy load
Before I take myself down, sinking like a stone

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Gotta get myself together
Gotta wash my body clean
If I try to live forever
Gonna be the death of me
'Cause a ghost is in the water
And it's haunted by the future
Gotta leave himself to nature
Gotta take me to the sea

[Chorus]
Let me be a river
Won't you carry me?
I can hear you calling me (you calling me)
Gotta trust that river gonna lead me somewhere
Be a river
Won't you carry me?
I can hear you calling me (you calling me)
Gotta trust that river gonna lead me somewhere