throw it up ericdoa (Ft. glaive)

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[Intro: glaive]
If you got a problem with me now, just hit Chris about it
I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh
Yeah, gotta keep my wits about me
Haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me
Oh-oh, if a God's around me
Look me in my eyes, I heard you know all about me
Never tried to take my life but of course I fucking thought about it
(Haha)

[Verse 1: ericdoa]
I thought about it but I never did it (I never did it)
(Social suicide) I plan on going missing (Yeah)
Want the old me, but back then I felt hogtied (Ahh)
You don't me, you just know someone that was online (Yeah)
I shеd tears every timе I look through the archive (Through the archive)
See a flashback of the old me in my hard drive
Lying if I said that I don't think about it much
I just need to throw it up, I just need to throw it up

[Pre-Chorus: glaive]
Yeah, I can fight to live it all again
Got confident and we prospering
I'm friends, just with the drug addict (Fuck)
Yeah, I just made the call again, like, fuck
​slowsilver soldier, baby, throw it up