Disrespected Lil Xtra (Ft. Rayless)

[Verse 1: Lil Xtra]
'Cause I felt different in your presence
You and me meant to be like Mike and Eleven
But this cycle gets depressing
Now we both feel disrespected
I didn't mean to cling, I was afraid to lose my blessings
When I first saw you, you were eyeing me at work
I almost didn't ask, I didn't want to be a jerk
You were straight out of a dream
Eighteen and I was twenty
Not so much in common, but it felt like it was plenty
Just to feel your touch back when we were getting fucked up
Making out on drug rugs and going out on drug runs
Couple months and then you turned to a ghost
I see you out with someone else, I guess I won't approach
A while later and you're back again for round two
I wish I found the self-respect to just reject you
'Cause life was different back when you were riding shotgun
Tried to create a reason to stay, you didn't want one

[Chorus: Rayless]
If I tell you that I'm fine
Would you know that it's a lie?
I get fucked up every time
Every time I think of you
And I'm stuck-up in your eyes
I don't want to make you mine
I just want to love you right
And I won't fall, but that's a lie