Stuck Here With Me ​grandson

[Verse 1]
Step one, gotta find a way to get the fuck outta bed
Step two, gotta find a way to get the fuck out my head
Step three, gotta wake up, do this over again
Every day, every night, I would trade it in a heartbeat
How the hell is everyone on autopilot?
They make it look so easy, but the closer I get
The more I feel like I could scream and start a riot
I'm in dismay, not alright, hate to say it but

[Chorus]
If I could switch on the count of three
I would do it, but I am stuck here with me
Oh, I wish there was someone else I could be
I would do it, but I am, I am
Stuck here with me
Oh, oh, oh
Stuck here with me
Oh, oh, oh

[Post-Chorus]
I love you, I'm tryin' (Love you, I'm tryin')

[Verse 2]
Spent spring in the worst depression of my whole life
Spent summer in a cloud of smoke, way up with the kites
I became a version of myself I don't like
Winter, fall, all the same, I would trade it in a heartbeat
Through the screen, I'm watchin' everybody I grew up with move on
On the stage, I black out, forget the words to all of my own songs
In the corner, feelin' like I just don't belong
No way out, in a daze, hate to say it but