HARD TO SEE Spider Gang (Ft. CHRIST DILLINGER, CXRPSE, Lil Darkie & MKULTRA)

[Chorus: All & CXRPSE]
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see)
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see)

[Verse 1: CXRPSE]
Yeah, it's hard to see (Hard to see)
This ain't who I expected to be (Nope)
I get it's hard to explain your perspective of me (Yeah)
And then we fight, but it's hard to take a breath when you leave (Yeah, yeah)
Go find my happy place right next to the trees (Huh, yeah)
Almost twenty-two, barely only scratching the surface (Yeah)
I don't get your point of view, I'm feeling lesser than perfect (Yeah-yeah)
Still haven't talked to you, like I never deserved shit (Yeah)
Yeah, I never had a clue about finding a purpose (Ahuh)

[Verse 2: MKULTRA]
Okay, I never had a clue, now stuck in a circus
My worth live upside-down, it's a little subversive
My feet not on the ground, and it started to hurt
Can't help but stare at the sun, it help to feel something burn
And how am I can see the truth from my eyes?
I can see things how you see it 'cause to truth is to survive
I'm paranoid and terrified, all I can do is rap
To see things how you see it, I'ma stare inside your mind

[Verse 3: CHRIST DILLINGER]
It's hard to see when I look inside this Hennessy
Remember when the only things we cared about were you and me?
It's fucked up how we let the money come and then get in-between
Remember when we started this and all that shit was just a dream?
It's fucked up how you feelin', like you can't even come talk to me
And ever since we fell out, I been handling it awfully
I'm losing you, that feels like I'm losing a big part of me
I let the money cloud my vision so much that it startled me
It's fucked up how you can't see what matters 'til you have everything
A little bit of money and fame, that shit ain't anything
When I'm high it's hard to listen, I know you wish I was different
Everybody wants a piece of me, it's hard to make commitments
And I know deep down without me, things will probably be better
I lost everything I loved, I gave it up just for some cheddar
And if I could go back I'd probably handle it different
'Cause ever since I lost you, it's like half the world is missing