Sideways Hendersin

[Intro]
You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There are no words to describe it
In French or in English
'Cause diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away

[Verse 1]
I'm talking success, wish that it could suck less
Dollar out of 15 cents but I got a buck less
Been a starving artist like fuck it I need some food
I'm just try not to get screwed, 'cause the industry's a fuck fest
And I'm a ruler that got a chip on his shoulder
The size of a boulder really just a price I'm getting older
If I told ya I hold the keys to my destiny
Would you say I'm the answer and tell me would you just question me
And fuck your scrutiny like it's just you and me
And I don't like the hand they dealt, it's not suiting me
And I remember back when [?] recruited me
But now I'm moving in, on ecstasy I cause a mutiny
Yeah, it's my time so I know you're late
And I got hunger for more, so I don't wanna wait
I know the past but really I don't know today
And now I understand why these feelings won't go away, yeah