Life is Beautiful SiM

Tell me straight up, do I look happy to you?
I'm barely able to keep my life in the balance
It's easy to find a lack of talent
Silent films speak louder than my words and change colors of my world
Now I'm thinking silly things again
I know you want to say "No pain, no gain"

"La, la, love"
"All you need is love"
I don't need anybody's love
The warmth is all I need
I feel so numb

I hate myself
Straight down to hell
Staring at the bottom of heaven is all I can do, everything is screwed
I lost the map to locate a haven
So I'm crying out but the clock's still ticking down
Like he says "Hey, stand up! this life is beautiful" again

I wonder if I was a perfect guy
With a martial spirit and a healthy smile
I'm just an ordinary person
Havе got no aversion to someone еlse for heroic reason
I lied to my mom yesterday and I lied to my friends today
I can't help but show myself in the best light not be betrayed