Fear Boondox (Ft. Blaze Ya Dead Homie & Monoxide)

[Verse 1: Boondox]
Visions of my children wiping tears from open eyes
As they kneel beside my coffin family say their last goodbyes
But it's the faces of my babies got me trippin' thanking God for breath
Expressions filled with pain has got me strappin on the vest
And I know that I ain't living right I hang on borrowed time
And this life's gone leave them bastards cause their pops has got to grind
Little mouths have got to eat so I hug them, hit the streets
Splitting time with them and money got me feelin incomplete
And I ain't scared of any mothafucka fight the flames of hell
But a child without his dad has got me hiding in my shell
Got me shakin' in my boots to see them face this world alone
Are the strong enough to cope stuck in half a fuckin' home
As I lay them down to sleep it's all on me their soul to keep
And if I die before I wake up
I pray to God he's up there waitin'
With an army full of angels strapped with gats cause I'm defying
Since I first became a father only fear I have is dying

[Hook]
This situation has got me losing sleep
I cannot eat
I'm feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
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