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[Chorus]
Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest, but you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if I'm the only one to blame
And I'm scared, so I act like I don't feel any pain
Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest, but you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if I'm the only one to blame
And I'm scared, so I act like I don't feel any pain

[Verse]
Plastic, my life's all lies
Can you try to make mine?
Full of memories, my times up
Time to rewind
Why do I do this? I don't make it fair
I need to forget it, unknown like its rare
I was just watching for you, you can't make it up to me
I was talking to you, you were just talking to me
I can't have it, I let it
Drive me bat shit, so tragic
All this past shit, I'm past it
I can't mask it, the static

[Chorus]
Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest, but you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if I'm the only one to blame
And I'm scared, so I act like I don't feel any pain