Changes Classified (Ft. Anjulie)

[Chorus: Anjulie]
Shadows swimming in my head lately, I don't mind
See I'm not gonna let me go crazy, not this time
I'm going through changes, I'm gon' make it for sure
(I'm going, I'm going)
I'm going through changes, but I've been here before

[Verse 1: Classified]
Uh
I haven't stepped out of my house in seven days
Haven't shaved, haven't showered, haven't changed
Same clothes, different day
Another good morning pissed away, eh
Got the whole world looking right at me
Actually, feels like, people start to look past me
I've been around, feels like this just might be our last dance
I'm frustrated, I'm past tense, I still don't feel like a has-been
I don't but, it's like a ghost town up in the studio
Nobody comes around here no more
I guess that's just how the movie go, uh
I don't like playing my old friends new songs
They don't listen to rap like back when
They all grew up, kinda moved on
And how can I blame 'em, huh
I used to sleep, eat and breathe this shit
But now, the older I get, I'm questioning if I really needed this
I used to stress what people said
And what people thought about me
Now I worry about if my daughter
Can make it home from school without me
But still at the same time
As I'm writing this rhyme I'm in my kitchen
My daughter's trying to tell me about her day
I hear her, but not really listening
I'm staring at her, but in my head I'm putting these words together
I know that I need to do better
'Cause what I do now could change forever