Su!c!de HONESTAV

[Chorus]
Loving you feel like a suicide
But when I look into your eyes, baby I feel so alive
I’mma love you like it’s do or die
I don’t think that I’mma rise, smoking something to get high
Tell me what your demons do at night
When you smoking by yourself, chasing me like I’m a high
Loving you feel like a suicide
But when I look into your eyes, baby I feel so alive

[verse 1]
Fuck I want to blame you bad but I know that this my fault
I’m stuck inside my head, popping percs like I’m my pop
I wish that I was normal, girl I want to be ok
You forcing me to eat, I wouldn’t even hold a plate
And now I’m all up in my head, still I want to die
I know that I’ve been sick, I tell my momma I’m alright
Keep a hammer on my left, got to hit it on my right
They say I’m blowing up but I feel like this my whole life
Man they tell me I’ll be famous I don’t think that shit gon change me
Seen a lot of money already that shit don’t phase me
I been getting them bitches that’s just how my mama raised me
10 fucking ms up on my page this shit still feel like it’s a daydream

[Chorus]
Loving you feel like a suicide
But when I look into your eyes, baby I feel so alive
I’mma love you like it’s do or die
I don’t think that I’mma rise, smoking something to get high
Tell me what your demons do at night
When you smoking by yourself, chasing me like I’m a high
Loving you feel like a suicide
But when I look into your eyes, baby I feel so alive